Sitting here in my MN home with the air conditioning on high, I struggle to breathe. Why? Well, that is a very complicated question, but suffice it to say, I have asthma now after Covid 19. I have not been able to write since before the pandemic hit. The physical trauma was harsh, but the emotional trauma may be worse. The entire nation was gaslit about Covid and Vaccines.
Now, the year is 2023, June 14th.
Our skies in Minnesota are quite heavy with particles from Canadian wildfires. Now as an asthmatic, I have to be extra cautious about weather; cold, hot or low air quality. Today I have to inhale my steroids or suffer an asthma attack.
As a Covid Long Hauler, that means after Covid, I still have symptoms, the smorgasbord of symptoms that I have endured is almost endless. But I digress. Let's go back to December 25th, 2019. I pass Linda as she sleeps on her bed as I am on the way to the ER. It's 7am in the morning. I tell her "I'm going to the hospital; I think I'm dying. The doctors has no idea what was wrong with me. I was dripped for days on steroids and it took me all this time to recover. Still not baseline, but life is a gift.
It is now October 2023. God gave me a second chance at life. I am so grateful, even got to travel to Europe with my daughter as her Teaching English as second language comes to a close. What an abundant life she made there. Spain is amazing.
I am vibrating so high now as the sickest parts of Covid are transmuting. I know as God says in the bible, we are all the light. I meditate and pray most of the time. Life is Magical.
Focus on yourself as that is not narcissistic as society says it is, but self-love is what Jesus taught. No one can take my light and I protect my light/God energy. Protect your energy at all costs.
I have everything I need. Thank You God.
Love and Light
Laura
